{"id":211,"date":"2024-10-01T08:43:01","date_gmt":"2024-10-01T07:43:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/claramascarenhas.com\/?p=211"},"modified":"2025-05-02T12:16:35","modified_gmt":"2025-05-02T11:16:35","slug":"between-the-lines-i-will-go-diving","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/claramascarenhas.com\/index.php\/2024\/10\/01\/between-the-lines-i-will-go-diving\/","title":{"rendered":"Between the lines, I will go diving"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/claramascarenhas.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Between-the-lines-I-will-go.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>far from the familiar, from you; my little light. I\u2019ll find you at the surface.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Where I lost my reflection below it grows gloomy, the pressure in my bones.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I look up to see your light diluted in salt water. 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